Friday, October 23, 2009 12:44 AM
Giddy spells for days because the weather is so mother hot. Been working at the cine branch every freaking day that i could almost remember all the donut flavors at the donut shop opposite. yes i can see my bb from a distance. See you in a month's time.
Am going to swear off alcohol for the next two months. Last saturday has enough to last me for a lifetime bloody hell. Its really bad bad bad.
Am going to work in the small and hot space at HV tomorrow again, before meeting jeannie beeps rebby and charm for dinner, darah(hopefully) and tdf zouk hotdogs. AND JEANNIE IF YOU SEE THIS (i know you will) I AM VERY HAPPPYYY TODAY hahahahaha.
P.s I have a pimple under my nose which makes me look like an auntie idunwannnnn.
P.s I have a pimple under my nose which makes me look like an auntie idunwannnnn.
Thursday, October 15, 2009 7:16 PM
Bank Account currently has a grand total of $2.88 + Insane flammation going on in my throat.
Saturday, October 3, 2009 5:57 PM
Work in an hour. Back to the hole-in-a-wall, non-aircon outlet. Supper after with two of my favourite poeple. Shall treat that as a motivation:)
Wednesday, September 30, 2009 1:33 AM
Oh my super girl ni shi wo de baby girl... and Ryeowook(omg i actually know his name) is damn hot. Maybe cos he looks like ethan ruan and sings like a girl. And is it just me or that one of them looks like the male lead from Boys over Flowers? Okay i rarely dig boybands but a bunch of koreans singing chinese? Ftw.
Monday, September 28, 2009 12:48 AM
So here it is, here it goes
I could try it rock'n'roll
Change-your-life-forever-tune
If a song could get me you
I could make it high or low
Sing it on the radio
If that is what I need to do
If a song could get me you.
I could try it rock'n'roll
Change-your-life-forever-tune
If a song could get me you
I could make it high or low
Sing it on the radio
If that is what I need to do
If a song could get me you.
How cute.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 2:23 PM
Yay got my slots at cine so excitedddd. My posts do sound a lot happier than when I first started. Like I can't be sad or angsty 24/7. Maybe cos I am, deep down, actually very happy.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009 1:41 AM
I actually think I'm blessed with good friends. Even though there's only a small handful that's closest like yanling sarah evan chinnyhong huimin karen huiqi etc etc, I think that they're probably those that I find least pretentious and are really genuinely nice.And I think my classmates are being awfully nice too. Like JAN. Omg she's the nicest! She printed out my timetable because I didn't bother to check my class location. She texts me and updates me on things that are happening in school when I'm not there. She passes me notes that I haven't copied cos I pon lectures etc etc Jan if you see this I am eternally grateful to you:)
And Lynette who's my stoning buddy during lecture, laughing at a certain prof. who's ulti-sacarstic and narcissistic, discussing whether the guy sitting near us is high on protein pills, and the prof. who goes "two parallel budget lines two parallel budget lines" x 100.
Yanling: My best friend (though she's my papa in facebook). There's so many things to say that probably wouldn't fit into this entry but I think she knows that I know that she knows what I'm going to say. From being benchwarmers during sec 2 to classmates in sec 3 to being best friends...we're the only ones who could get mad at each other but not say anything and then within a few hours forgot why we got mad at each other. Tried contact lenses back in sec 4 and liked it despite people's objections. Bitching about n number of people but got scared cos zits started to pop up along the mouth area. A lot of people ask me whether I would get jealous over my best friend cos she's (apparantly) smarter and richer than me but then that would be like asking me if I'm jealous of my papa. Ok joke aside, I dont think I could ever be jealous of her. I'm in, fact proud of her being that way. I like praising her in front of friends who don't know her. I like it when my friends say she's pretty etc. Its almost like she's my sister. So i'm really, really glad that she's part of my life now:)
Ok I was going to write about the rest but there's really so many things I wanna write I think I'd leave that to next time:)
P.s I'm really hooked onto the newest season of this Taiwan singing competition. Cos I've found everything I want in a guy in this contestant. Cooks, sings, family-orientated, humble, funny, pull off the yellow shirt look, nice smile, good complexion, cute eyebags-okay that is very weird but he is super cute. Not going to tell you who he is cos I dont want people to fawn over him but I guess its quite obvious lol.
10000.) I can't accept compliments, and I can't accept criticism. i wonder where i'm supposed to belong when there's all this truth and all these lies floating around.
Sunday, September 6, 2009 1:23 AM
Supper with sarah and chinhong aka chauffeur of the night. Rochor beancurd and egg tarts. Then went to feed our eyes with lor14 and lor 18 chickens and dirty toads. Eyes only ok.
Monday, August 31, 2009 11:09 PM
1x10^6 stars > BGT> TrueLife
2:42 AM
307.) nothing ever goes beyond friendship. i'm starting to think something is wrong with me.
MGM on saturday was...interesting. I think we're the quietest bunch of B&P people ever. Despite my self-annihilate (read: anti-social) tendencies, I manged to make 3 new friends. I don't even know how I managed to do it. We even had dinner together ok omg thank the heavens. No facebook-add just yet because y'know it'd contradict my virgin post. But anyways B&P is really testing on my will to stay on.
I had really bad womanly cramps just now. It's so bad I fainted from it. I is weakling #1. After waking up from my 5-minute coma, the pain is still there so I spent the next 30 minutes tossing and turning in bed cos the pain is so much its not even funny. I would really rather get hit by a car 100 mfcking times than have cramps again. Ok maybe not I should stop cursing myself.
Okayyy I exaggerated I didn't faint but I felt like I was fainting haha.
So I just woke up and the cramps are gone cos I ate like 6 pink panadols. School in 5 hours time am deciding whether to sleep or not. Shit I can feel the cramps coming am going to eat more pills bye.
Friday, August 28, 2009 2:23 AM
Was watching BGT and I noticed how pretty Cheryl Cole is. Sigh angmohs and their noses.
Work tomorrow. I hope its taro at HV James can you see this? haha.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 9:33 PM
Saw a baby crow frolicking (ha sorry can't help it) in a puddle of water just now. I find it oddly funny because, hey, crows are not suppose to be cute right? Meh, probably its last few years of fun before it gets shot down because its so fucking annoying.
Went shoe-shopping and I am really tempted to buy a pair of booties and caged heels. But these heels could potentially make me have oddly-unproportionate legs. And even if I buy those I'd only wear them when I go partying. Sigh. Anyways partying is off for me this month. And the next. And the next next. I can't stand it anymore I think my girls know. Its just....sooo tiring. Gosh.
Friend drove me back home and she played my favourite song by Panic@thedisco for me. Disbanded though. Shame.
And then she said she can't believe
Genius only comes along
In storms of fabled foreign tongues
Tripping eyes, and flooded lungs
Northern downpour sends its love
Genius only comes along
In storms of fabled foreign tongues
Tripping eyes, and flooded lungs
Northern downpour sends its love
Monday, August 24, 2009 8:34 PM
I met a friend today while I was waiting for the sister to end school. A friend i used to call my bestie in nursery but i haven't seen her for maybe 2-3 years?
We managed to have a pretty filled conversation which surprised me cos most of the time I just end up stuttering and saying really weird things. Like once, I saw an acquaintance who became fatter over the years and the first thing I said to him was " Wa getting quite big sized eh?" and then there was this really awkward silence, so i hurriedly said my byes and left. Then I heard from friends that he's been trying to lose that weight for years but failed, then became bulimic, but failed again. EQ=0.
I saw a note on bs@tumblr that reminded me of this person who will be graduating soon. Someone whom I really liked, someone who's already past-tensed. I think I can never love someone anymore. Seeing some of the frolick girls being so heartbroken over their exes or boyfriends...Okay, I digress. Anyway this guy is probably the closest I can get to loving someone. At least I like hanging out with him. At least I like talking to him. And he is everything I want in a guy. But he probably wouldn't come to singaporeland so goodbye my lover. Ha.
Oh and happy belated birthday Julian Casablancas. He's my other lover.
Sigh I feel like having a Java chip now. Someone please bring it to me. I will love like you very much:)
9325.) You're graduating in 8 days. You’ll be a thousand miles away at the end of the summer. And I am still not over you. No matter how many tears you make me cry. I will never forget that one kiss that we shared. Or the way that you close your eyes when you play guitar. The way you play ’ boy with a coin ‘gets me every time, and you know it. My secret? Even though I act as if I don’t care about you anymore, I do. I love you.
Sunday, August 23, 2009 11:30 PM
Lately there's this person who's annoying the fuck out of me. I dont know why. I mean...he/she didn't do anything wrong but there's this thing about him/her that irks me. That superficial smile, the i-only-hang-out-with-the-in-crowd attitude, and that condescending look he/she has.
Maybe I'm jealous. Jealous of how these people could please everyone because they're achingly nice. Because they're politically correct. Because they're oh so demure yadah yadah. And everyone just comes up to you and say " Why can't you be like ___? Get your ass off your high horse!" For fuck's sake I dont want to be ___. I can't make a friend just because she's your friend's mom's daughter's boyfriend's friend, facebook-add her, and then the very next day become best friends. Okay not that extreme but you get my point.
I want to be real. But more often than not, I find myself morphing into the very bane of my existence, just because I want to fit in. Just because I dont want to be labelled as the girl who thinks she's better than anyone else. Just because I dont want to get stares like the weird girl in school. Just because i want people to notice me. Me me me. Shameless you say? Tell that to the 9359359278 people who does that everyday.
Purged all my posts earlier. Nothing special just think that its time for a new phase of my life. Probably wont be blogging much cos you know how school is but at least there's a space of my own. Not shared by anyone. Not even you.
